For the past few days since I left home on my next trip around the country, I’ve been feeling very agitated and irritable at the way that the customer service or technical support service industry has become.  It’s absolutely maddening on how hard things are these past few days.

<off topic>Whatever happened to the good ol days when if you had an issue with anything, you could call customer support and talk to someone about it?  It seems the past 5,6,7 years that if you call customer service or tech support, you must sit there for what seems like an eternity and push 1, push 2, push 5, until you go ballistic trying to talk to someone. You get a computerized “run around” until you get frustrated and just hang up the phone.  When the “push 1″ crap first came about, you could bypass that simply by pressing 0 (zero) and you could talk to an operator.  Now they’ve even taken that away from us.  THEN… after your blood pressure is at maximum and you finaly get to talk to a person; it’s someone that can barely speak English and you must make so much effort to understand what they’re saying, that you lose track of why you’re even calling in the first place.

<off topic> It seems to me that there is an agenda being run by the global elites (the top 1% wealthiest people on earth) that is making life for you and me, more and more difficult to deal with.  The more they can get people frustrated at getting anything accomplished, they more they can get everyone riled up about racial crap happening around them, the more people are losing contact with themselves as “good natured people.”  As long as you’re so busy just trying to live one day to the next, the less you are trying to make peace with those around you.  And the more choas there is in the world, the more they can secretly push this agenda of world take over on us.  It’s happening so badly in the United States, that most people seem completely clueless as to what is happening to them.  The only things that news reports is negative things.  How someones rights are being attacked, how another country is trying to take over someone elses rights, how the governemnt is keeping information from everyone.  It’s a never ending bombardment of negativity that we get every single day of our lives.  When you go to the movies now, the movies are about negative things that get you feeling all riled up.  And now it seems when Hollywood really wants you to see whatever movie makes you feel angry, they create controversy about the movie before it even hits the theaters.  Think “The Interview, or “American Sniper” or any other movie they want you to see.  When is the last time you saw a movie that made you want to go out and help someone on the street?  Or made you want to help out a friend in need?  When is the last time you watched the news and thought to yourself “You know, so and so has been feeling pretty sick lately, I think I’m going to make some fresh soup and go over and see if they need anything from the store since I know they haven’t been feeling well enough to go out?” No..movies and news leave you feeling pissed that some country kills people that don’t follow their religious beliefs.  Or you feel like; “why are they violating that mans civil rights?” Or “Why do they only report about white on black crime and not black on white crime?”  You’re stuck there feeling negative and down.  Wanting to go out and choke someone rather than go out and help someone.  Do you see what’s happening in the world around you?  Do you think that this is by accident or coincidence?  If you do believe those than I’m here to tell you that you’re sadly living in a miopic world or have totaly bought into the brainwash. I’d like you to reaserch something and make your own decision.  Research “The Tavistock Institute.” Read this pdf available by John Coleman. Here is the link: http://www.pdfarchive.info/pdf/C/Co/Coleman_John_-_The_Tavistock_Institute_of_Human_Relations.pdf

<off topic>People we’re being groomed to hate one another and fight and  all the other negative emotions we feel today. It’s not by coincidence its BY DESIGN. The only way we’re going to stop this trend is to first realize what’s being done to us and second to stop buying into it.  The world is going through a spirtual awakening right now. There are many people opening up to this stuff.  For everyone that opens up to this spiritual awakening, its’ up to us to educate the people we know. That is the hard part because part of the design of the brainwashing that is going on has been the creation of groups, religions or politics that make people shun what they’re hearing.  There are so many of them that it is now a natural reaction when hearing someone talk about it, you just close your mind and say “you’re a wack job.”

So today as I’m feeling very irritated by the events of the past few days, I decided to take a little time and meditate on my feelings and try to get some sense of positivity again. So I stood outside in a very light rain, in the grass, and closed my eyes to meditate.  I stood there just concentrating on nothing but my breathing when suddenly a vision came very clearly into my mind.  It was as if the brightest color of red/crimson filled my eyes. Like I was standing inches from a bright red neon sign with my eyes closed and the red light was shining through my closed eyelids. It was so overwhelming that I started feeling light headed.  It totaly broke my concentration and I opened my eyes and leaned against a building I was standing near.  I then began to notice other people in this truck lot, standing a ways from where I was. As I gazed around at the different people I was noticing that I could see like a heat wave looking energy around their head and shoulders.  Like when you look at the blacktop on a hot summer day and can see the waves of heat coming off the surface.  Someone walked out of the building I was standing near that was a bit closer to me and again I saw this energy around them, but this one had color in it.  It was a green color emenating from their upper body.  I was seeing auras of the people around me.  Yes I know that some of you are thinking I’m bat shit crazy but I’m here to tell you I’m seeing them around everyone.  Some are very clear some are very faint.  After about ten minutes I called my fiance to tell her about it.  She listened to what I had to say but didn’t really give me any thoughts on it. She said she’d think about it and call me back.  So I went online to youtube and researched “how to see auras.”  I found this video and watched it. 

Now I have chills after hearing the explanation of how to see auras. The way I have been seeing them is the way I explained to my fiance how I’ve been seeing them and that was BEFORE I watched that video.

I want to mention one last thing in closing.  Since I started this blog, after making the conscious decision to stop bad karma and negativity from ruling my life, I’ve been researching different web sites and books that are basically spirituality based in nature.  I’ve also started reading the Quran (Islamic religious scriptures) and am looking to get my hands on The Tipitika (Buddhist religious scriptures) I want to read the Torah and the Talmud (Jewish religious scriptures) and I want to figure out for myself what all these religions are pushing over on their disciples. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not saying they are bad, wrong or anything yet. I just want to know for myself what they’re all about.  It’s part of my spiritual awakening I’m going through.  Anyway I’ve become a member of a couple of closed groups on facebook that I’ve been getting some very fascinating information from.  The first was just started recently and is called “Indigo Awakening.”  The members are very caring souls that are all experiencing the same “awakening” of the world that I am. (and you are) So far there are 7 moderators there to keep negative people from posting harsh criticizing things. The second is called “Indigo Adults.” The problem with that one is there are alot of troubled souls on that site that say from pretty harsh things.  For people that claim to be spiritual, they sure have a funny way of showing it.  That site only has one moderator and she lets most things fly. Which is fine, she started the group after all.  But there is still some good information posted on that site.

The last things I want to mention is since I’m not quite ready to market this blog yet (if you’re one of the few reading it as it’s being written) until I get a few things ironed out. Writing while on the road is extremely difficult as I don’t have alot of time between driving, resting from driving and keeping up with research and communicating with home and friends.  I’ve been doing alot of thinking about my past and where things started taking a turn.  I’ve had some pretty good moments of clarity that I’d like to share later on when this website isn’t being so buggy.  It’s taken me a couple of hours just to get this far and it has wiped out hundreds of words of text trying to save here and there.   Peace/light to you all!