I’m allowing myself to get too wrapped up in the outside world and not paying attention to my spiritual ascendance. For the past many weeks I’ve taken on a new position in my company training people how to drive semi trucks. I trained a young man for weeks which takes much of my energy having to live in close proximity with another and devote much of my time and energy into passing along knowledge. I’m heading to my company headquarters tonight to pick up another trainee. So before I do I want to ground myself back to where I need to be. So here are some random thoughts I’ve had over the many weeks since my last entry.

I’ve been doing alot of research into the world around me. The world of a lie and slavery that we’re all a part of in America. Did you know that your birth certificate is a traded commodity on the New York stock exchange? From the moment you’re born you are a traded commodity as a money/service generated being to someone else. Don’t believe it? Research it because it’s absolutely true! Things like this are great to research for me, in the aspect that I’m awake and aware of what’s going on in the world, however it is not advancing me spiritually and being more spiritual is my goal. If I spend most of my time learning about truths to our existence, all I’m doing is lowering my vibration which is not conducive of course to raising it which is my goal.

So now I want to put my intentions into writing to better ask the universe for guidance in ascending. I wish to meet people that will help me to be one with my higher self. I wish to feel more of the metaphysical world around me and not so much of the physical world. Being emphatic of others can be very burdensome in that we can retain negative energy from others. I must learn how to better shield myself from holding on to this energy and to be able to cleanse it and get rid of it. Here is a good place to start. Guided grounding meditation

I wish the universe help show me the path to be able to make money to be the source of my own income instead of giving my time and energy to another being or beings and make them money. I really wish I didn’t have to have an attachment to money as it’s a lie perpetrated by the evilness that is controlling humanity.

I ask for the guidance and wisdom to be able to spread the knowledge of spiritual true living to others. I want to help others achieve peace and understanding. Self success is not my goal. Helping others be successful is my goal. I’m tired of feeling distrust and angst from others and letting others angst lower my vibration.