With so much going on in the world around us, I’ve been caught up in everything but writing. I’m dedicating some time soon to keep up my entries. I’d eventually like to be able to put out a post a week.

My last post was a test in something I call “free writing” that was met with good feedback and success, so I’ll be keeping my topics light and informative and steer away from the world of conspiracy that peaks my interest but not so much any my followers.

I’ve had very little change since my visit to the hospital in January and my moods have been pretty darn flat without a lot of peaks and valleys. I guess there is something to be said for medication in that respect, although I still don’t like having to be on it to feel what I’m told is “normal.”

I think my idea of what normal feels like and everyone else is an entirely different ball park. No maybe even an entirely different game all together. I don’t know, I’d like more feedback on what you think normal should feel like.

I’m researching a couple of things now that I’d like to write about soon. I think I’d like to expand on the topic of what life means to us. I don’t think there is a similar meaning to anyone’s life. Our reason for being here is as unique as every person.  I’ve found that if I’m trying to feel like someone else’s version of normal, is when anxiety sets in. Oh anxiety, the minds way of telling us something is wrong.

Stay tuned for my next research topic on the pineal gland and what it’s function is in our body. I’ve found some extremely interesting things.