Preface The following blog is pretty much an experiment in “free writing.” I’m not necessarily going to speak on a pre-meditated topic, nor do I have anything specific I want to put into print. I rather have a bunch of things that have entered my head in the past few hours. While I drive, I…

If you read back to my last several posts, you’ll see I’ve been on a downward spiral of depression and anxiety since June of last year. I even took down my last blog entry because of the downright depressing words I vomited on the page. Now, I’d like to think I’m back on track with…

How do you know when you’ve hit rock bottom? How miserable does your life have to feel before you realize you can sink no lower? I thought I knew the answer to that question. And then I went into the worst depression I’ve ever known for the past several months. I honestly feel like this…

Somewhere along the line, most of us have been in a loving relationship with a significant other. Someone that was exclusive to just us. Someone we shared our emotions and hope and love and pain and everything in between. We’ve experienced at least one relationship like this or maybe a couple. Every new relationship seems…

The present It’s 11:11 PM while I start to write this blog entry. I’m listening to Three Dog Nights “Old fashioned love song” trying to break my absolutely foul mood that I’ve been existing in the past few weeks.  Because I can’t seem to write anything but hate, scorn depression or angst, I rarely write.…