Have you ever noticed that some days you feel smarter than others? Or have you ever noticed that maybe you’ve read or watched something and never understood what you were reading or seeing but then one day, suddenly, it all made perfect sense?

I have these days frequently. There are some days that all of sudden, certain things just make sense. I’m going to try and get deep into thoughts and feelings in this post and try to explain it as best I can.

We have multiple ways of communicating. I’m going to touch on two of them and to simplify this further I’ll label them verbal and non-verbal communication. It’s very hard to explain non-verbal communication in verbal terms because to truly understand non-verbal communication I think you have to be adept at actually using non-verbal communication. (NVC) We use NVC everyday mostly without ever realizing we’re doing it. The glance we give someone talking loudly on a cell phone in public communicates our dislike for what that person is doing. (if we’re actually annoyed with it) If the person talking loudly is annoying us we may give them a look like this: 

With this look we are communicating that we are annoyed with the talker’s behavior. Of course there are different levels of annoyance as can be seen here:

These looks are communicating looks of displeasure to different degrees. Most people can take one look at Dr House and see he is very annoyed with something. While the first photo of Steve Carrel isn’t quite so obvious. While the 3rd photo adds the hand to the forehead as further communication. These photos are all examples of NVC. Some people are very adept at picking up NVC while some are quite oblivious. People that easily pick up on NVC are often labeled as “empaths.” People that feel the moods or thoughts of others without verbal communication. I am very empathic and not only can I read/feel others moods at a glance, I can actually absorb them into my own feeling. Being around large groups of people is physically exhausting to me. While I enjoy going to concerts, being around that many people makes me feel extremely tired afterwards. I’ll also feel very anxious with the bombardment of emotion I’m picking up on so many people. With all the different levels of emotions I’m picking up on, my mind is making me feel anxious because I can’t single out any one emotion or feeling. This can also be known as “Social anxiety disorder.” Although I really don’t like the word “disorder” to be associated with that term. I don’t feel it’s a disorder per-say it works for my personality just fine. There shouldn’t be any right or wrong when it comes to an individual personality. Although that in itself can be debated if the personality is abusive to others. Abusiveness is not socially acceptable and therefore can be labeled right or wrong I guess. It’s all a matter of perspective.

And speaking of perspective I’d like to touch on this for a minute. Today in the media we are being bombarded with right or wrong behavior. If you supported Trump you are wrong. If you supported Hillary you are wrong. You see we like to label others opinions that differ from our own as wrong. Although someone’s opinion may not be the same as your does it have to be wrong? Because in their perspective YOU are the one that’s wrong.

I’d like to share a video with you that touches on Einstein’s theory of relativity. This is a 16 minute video and goes into some pretty deep thought provoking stuff but this post is supposed to go into this so the video fits perfectly. You Tube Link

(I apologize for not being able to embed the video into my site. I’ve not been able to afford the premium membership into wordpress yet. The site used to let you embed youtube videos when I started it 2 years ago but evidently has caught up with the time of needing money for every little thing now)

Back to the topic, if you watched the video I hope you have a better understanding of how perspective is different from one person to the next. There really can’t be a right or wrong perspective. It’s simply either yours or mine.

At the beginning of this post I mentioned that some days things seem to be clearer than others. I think this has to do with a couple of things. #1 your level of intelligence or IQ. Some people grasp things more easily than others without as much thought into trying to understand or grasp the content. #2 your being grounded within your own self. Some days I think we are more grounded with Terra Firma and can grasp things easier than others. The 2 different ideas here may be connected in that people that are spiritually grounded may have higher IQ’s because of the fact they are more in touch with their higher selves. Unless you believe that your soul is firmly implanted or trapped within the flesh and bone that is your human makeup. I am of the opinion that our soul is not trapped in this flesh vessel but is a part of the universe  and a part of everything. I like to think outside of the body and not conform to the belief that our bodies are our everything and nothing more. I liken this theory of being grounded and understanding things and ourselves as tuning into a radio station. Remember the old days when radios had knobs in which you dialed in the frequencies you wanted to listen to? (You younger types won’t remember this at all since the digital age has erased this technology years ago) Anyway the more grounded you are with your body and the earth, the easier it is to tune into our higher selves that exist outside of our bodies. CB radios use the grounding and can be explained to better effect. If you’ve ever owned or had a CB radio you know that in order to hear other transmissions or be heard, your antenna has to be grounded. The better the ground with the earth the better you could both hear and be heard.

So what is the human bodies antenna? Well this can be speculated I’m sure but this goes into the chakras of the body that people that are into metaphysics are well aware of. For a quick description of chakras, read this site. Chakras

Today my body seems to be a little more grounded than most other days. I can tell this because my thirst for knowledge is very high and words are coming into my mind much faster and stronger than normal. My “monkey brain” is very quiet today. I’d like to get to a point in my life that I can feel like this every hour of every day. I know and feel that it’s my inability to properly ground myself that I am not feeling like this more often. I’m letting the negativity of the world interfere with my feelings of my own true self. And you know what? The evil people in the world that have had this knowledge and are trying to keep it secret have amassed enormous amounts of money to keep the everyday person like you and me from knowing this. I’m talking about the Rothschild family and the other billionaires of the world who’s family history goes very far back and very deep into corruption.

So now going back to the two ways of communicating, I feel that our society has been under attack and made to be dumbed down as to not understand who what and where this attack is coming from. Did you know that there is an institute of higher learning that does nothing but find and perfect ways of mass brain washing? (Among other things) And did you know that this institute of higher learning has been practicing and perfecting it’s theories into mass brain washing for many years and has it’s hands in the majority of the universities of the United States and the rest of the world? I’m talking about The Tavistock Institute of Human Relations.  Now again this is a matter of perspective is it not? You can choose to believe they have their hands in the brainwashing of America or believe that that thought in itself is nothing more than a conspiracy theory. If you read up on the Tavistock institute and then see how far their reach is into our universities and their influence on mass media you can draw your own conclusion. The truth is nobody but the people at Tavistock know for certain if they are responsible for the decline of western civilization but when you put the pieces together and they seem to fit, your perspective is all that matters right?

Today we are seeing an attack on society through the use of subtexts and misdirection. Although something is said there is an underlying meaning that our subconscious picks up on. In the masses it is simply not acceptable to have your own thought or perspective on a matter. This is most easily seen in our two largest forms of political affiliation between Republicans and Democrats and there has been no shortage of shit thrown at us through the election of the new president. Although the powers that be may be encouraging free thought and opinion as important, they are doing quite the opposite through the use of public shaming. This is also known as misdirection. If you don’t agree with having open borders in the United States (usually a Republican view) you are labeled a racist. If you view that we are under attack with mass brain washing you are labeled a conspiracy theorist. In order for these labels to have a negative connotation we have to throw negative people or things in with the word. That way we associate the label with a bad thing.

I’ve touched on this in previous posts. It’s just not acceptable to have your own viewpoint on something. You must conform to group think in order to be accepted. And then this group think usually fits into a political or religious agenda. We praise someone for being able to think on their own but if it doesn’t fit the agenda for which we side with than it’s wrong. Again whether it’s right or wrong is a matter of perspective. So do you see the misdirection here? You must believe that humans are contributing to global warming and if you don’t, you’re a stupid climate change denier. Although there is scientific evidence on both sides of this argument, one side believes the other to be wrong. Now if you want to convince someone to share your own viewpoint or agenda, the easiest way to do this is through shaming. When shamed we are more easily forced into a thought or belief that may not really connect with what we truly believe.

I am very guilty of buying into negative connotations. It’s just simply easier to form a quick opinion and stick with it then doing deep research and learning everything for yourself. This is also known as making an “educated” opinion. People that have spent alot of money to be educated are very quick to shame anyone that hasn’t and therefore discredit anyone else that hasn’t spent the same amount of money that they have. And by God here is the root of all evil in our world. Money. Money is something that can be seen, measured and is tangible enough to easily manipulate someone with. In our human bodies it’s much easier to to measure someones worth or intelligence or status by how much money they have or the possessions that they own. Think about it. If two people have a thought into something whom would you believe more readily? A rich university professor that has spent alot of money on education or the person on the street that doesn’t own a house? Our human mind tells us that the wealthy person is the smarter person because they have the material possessions to prove their status. But then if you looked deeply at the two and saw that the homeless is actually a happier person with less stress in their life and are more connected with themselves you may change your opinion. This is a hypothetical situation and I’m not trying to say bums are smarter or better people.

My intention of this blog site isn’t to sway anyone into my way of thinking. I truly don’t believe that my way of thinking is the right way. It’s just my way. It’s work for some but not most. I’m trying to find my own way in this world. I believe that I can help others in my same situation of constantly living in negativity to stop living with bad karma. I believe it is my mission in life to go through the bad karma to help others that share in it and want to change, a way of doing so. If my writings and opinions help someone that is sick and tired of feeling angry at themselves or the world than I’ve done what I’ve set out to do. I know what you’re thinking, “how in the hell are you trying to make anyone change bad karma when you’re constantly pointing out negative shit that is being done to us?”  Yeah I’m doing exactly what I’m trying not to right?

I don’t want to be a multi millionaire by wanting to be a writer. I’d like to have enough money to pay my way out of debt and live life by MY terms and not the terms of someone else. I believe in individual freedom. Having to go to a 9 to 5 and pay bills and live paycheck to paycheck all the while being in debt hundreds of thousands of dollars doesn’t make sense to me. I don’t fit in that lifestyle comfortably and because of it, I’m feeling negativity first and not seeing the light at the end of the tunnel most of the time. But today…..I’m seeing the light. We’ll see what tomorrow brings. I may listen to the news or read something on social media that pisses me off and I’ll lose sight of that light. But I know I’ll see it again. It takes alot of practice to change bad karma. This is my way of trying to change it. It will not work for everyone, it’s just MY way. Thank you!